May 22, 2013

Oh Shoot Me



The trick is doing the Toopy's first, then Binoo and then the Patchy Patch for sure! One set I can stand but ooh my I am not at all moving too fast on this double the order! 2 Toopy's 2 Binoos & 2 Patchy Patchs Someone please pass that the go-go juice as I'm totally spent on this. -passes out- As you can tell by the writing posts lately my mind isn't into knitting.

May 21, 2013

Daddy's Little Girl [excerpt, rough draft]

Forever on the outside of society clothed in shadows and over looked by all, a figure stands leaning against a large old oak tree and still he was far older then thus tree. Darkness concealing his presence from all this night as he moves in darkness so has he lived for eons and will continue to live; if his plans succeed. A hard angular jaw becomes more stern as he watches the family, specifically the daughters; his mind spinning webs as he plans their future or lack their of. His delectable strong lips parting only slightly to taste the air as his expressions stayed neutral, black pupil-less eyes watch carefully from beneath long dark hair. The bushes, the shadows seem to accept him as if he was one of them, even as he moves soundlessly the shadows cover him perfectly.
No moon was in the sky and yet there was light as if a full moon was out, there was no clouds no obvious sign as to where the moon had gone and yet the light still remained. The air was brisk with fresh fallen rain upon the parched lush trees, even thirsty enough to leave no puddles on the thick abundant grounds. Yet another early spring night had drawn to an end, the Main House of the Clabaugh Plantation was fast asleep, but still there was a few Slaves mingling in the late evening. Their bon fires dwindling, children and mamas holding their beloveds like a life saver in an endless dark ocean. Their quarters were nestled back beyond the grape fields and the buildings used for mass production of the family winery. A twenty minuet walk from the front door to the very first slave house and not a straight line; little care was given by the land owners to maintain the support and shelter of the slave houses. Large aged Maple trees separated them from their master's viewing, but rarely out of site of their youngest child.
Clutching a small blanket around her young shoulders Véronique's slender ivory feet scampers over the wet luscious grass for her eyes not seen sleep yet that night; despite her masterful performance for her militant nanny. Her snores were now heard radiating from beneath her closed door as well as her brothers’ snoring and talking in their sleep that they had done all of Veronique’s life. With everyone tucked in to their expensive warm beds one child acted yet again on her instincts, hearing the far off sounds of drums, and the night breeze blowing in a mixture of scents through the large plantation home.
The young child could feel the music in the air making her imagination sore as it conjured up all sorts of wonderful images and feelings. Excitement bubbled within the child with hair like the darkness beyond the slave’s quarters, the darkest of areas that no one ventures to look in within the human soul. The tribal music’s drums beating floating on the cool fall breeze tantalizing the dark eyed youth, as her bare feet trend on the dew covered grass reaching finally the Slaves’ Quarters with dark eyes bright with giggles and wonderment.
Just as she breaks past the large trunks of the century old Maple trees her happiness is interrupted as a gasp escapes her lips as small hands finds her soft lips, stumbling back unclear as to what her eyes see backing up against a tree trunk. Her pulse racing as tears started to trickle from her lashes, her mouth moving feverishly but no sound came forth.
The dark skinned male had been beaten several times, his strong broad shoulders still trembling from the ordeal his body had just attempted. As he calms down the scars on his back became more noticeable and more gruesome; sweat glistened on his brow as he struggles to look up at the child. Blinking his eyes changes back to human, no longer reptilian his muscles relaxing as they return to their natural form. “I am not going to hurt you Véronique…” He winces as he fought to stand up, eyes on the frightened child.
The nude slave was not the only one trembling, Véronique stood there, froze against the tree staring with enormous dark eyes.
The male was exhausted; this was obvious even to a toddler, making several attempts to rise from his position. “Véronique you mus –“ His eyes adverted to the surrounding a strange fear in them as his expression grew with fear eyes shifting back to reptilian.
Reputedly there was a figure in front of the child; cold dead eyes staring into her own, Goosebumps grew upon the barely covered youth.
The male cries out, “Get away from her!” As a strange cry of pain escapes his large lips.

Whispers of Writing

Meet Reagan, one of my pbp rpg characters that converted & changed to my then old world that I wrote all through school and early twenties.

FULL NAME: Reagan Simon Davidson
NICKNAMES: Rags
DOB: May 13, 1971
AGE: 41              Height: 5’ 8”
SEXUALITY: Bisexual
INXIERIEA:  Cougar
OCCUPATION:  Eshop of her original Knit Wear & … uhm uh dang a job that’s not stripping or dancing … uh..
FACE CLAIM: Lisa Snowdon, certain body doubles of Kate Beckinsale
SKIN COLOR: pale tanned/lightly tanned
HAIR COLOR: Long dark brown & slightly wavey layered and subtle light highlights around face.
EYE COLOR: Green (Doesn’t go as feline during times of overly emotional or on sensitive topics).
SCARS: Particular not as nasty one on lower back half of left leg where 9yrs ago she was attacked by a cougar. Thus becoming the first ever “turned” feline and setting in motion a prophecy in some feline breeds history and making her both very sought after for the good and bad of these feline breeds’ movers and shakers (ie. The Elders).
Thick faint scaring around her wedding finger having her sort of unofficial ex-fiancée’s name removed.
TATTOOS: Left Arm. Sleeve of particular sentimental type of flowers and a Hello Kitty by the wrist
Back: Graphic of a phoenix rising taking off in flight w/ head aiming towards left shoulder and tail curling up and ending just below the center of the right butt-check. It is a sentimental remembrance of the day and times she got it done and stands for much more since then.
http://th01.deviantart.net/fs45/PRE/i/2009/090/5/a/Immortality_XXVI_by_My_World_Order.jpg
Left Inner wrist area done  http://pinterest.com/pin/100275529173011217/ done as a white one (http://pinterest.com/pin/100275529172686064/) In memory of her twin boys & her ex-fiancée.
All others she had in previous 9-10 yrs have been removed in her move from the States to her current  position.
PIERCINGS: To in each bottom ear lob, tragus & anti-tragus, conch in one ear. Two in the belly button, clitoral and both nipples.
LANGUAGES: French, English, Italian,  Mexican, Html, Java, Elven, Chinease, Italian & Korean.
LIKES: Being happy, laughing, doing some good with/doing what’s right, quiet evenings/weekends, second hand and fourth hand information on how her Boys are doing from her ex-fiancée’s men that are secretly and discretely protecting the twins. Non-complicated people, making trusted friends.
DISLIKES: The Inxieriea at large & it’s bureaucracy & politic bullshit! The silly believe that she is something to cause a fuss over just because she became a creature of myth out of rescuing her then babies. Full Moons. Be waited on or served to, with held from seeing those she loves/given birth to. The man she loves more then anything else in the world is feels just like she does, dislikes his duties & responsibilities but is forever tied to them. Egotistical assholes, dishonesty, people who blatantly disrespects others, people that continuously half-ass things, lazy people, intolerance, snooty wealthy showy individuals, over powering smells & scents. 
STRENGTHS: Her inability to give up or say no, her resilient nature in putting in her all. To shit or to go home. Most would call it, her being super stubborn and pig-headed. Love and willingness to make people laugh if it means making a complete ass out of herself. Putting herself out or going without if it helps another in need. The feline beneath the skin.
WEAKNESSES: All things vanilla, someone good natured needing help (human or Inxieriea), sexy frilly things, wolves & mohair, snuggling & cuddling w/ loved ones. Gentle touches of close & loved ones. Being abandoned. The feline beneath the skin.
GOALS: To be happy & survive.
FEARS: Pure fears never seeing her baby girl again, or ever having some semblance of a “normal” functioning happy life w/ a big happy family. Failure! Being held upon a pedestal because of something that is mostly faith & a self fulfilling b/s prophecy. Being so hurt she can’t find herself out of he deep darkness of sadness & depression.

(~ More on file~)

May 20, 2013

There's been talk

A few people around here have been asking why I don't write or talk about Nano any more. Funny. It's those same people that want my company during Nano or keep pressing me to do a knitted sweater or something bigger. How do I do both?

Why do you keep writing? What do you do when the characters you wrote through out your teens stop speaking to you?

I have two stories I go through at night in my head but lots of background or world work that would need to be done. One is sort of a spin off of a knitting fiction series while the other is sort of alternate world sort of thing.

Can I get through all the mental blocks and hang ups I've developed over the yrs? Only I can tell. 

April 20, 2013

Hysterical Laughter


I just saw this during a commercial during The Rachel Maddow show tonight and nearly had a accident laughing so hard. DH didn't think it was that funny but I didn't care naturally. Maybe it was partially because, in my writing years, I always thought or had the ideal built around Red Cross' catch phrase "it's in you to give" and it never snow balled from there. Now this commercial ... 

... back to the work knits.

March 31, 2013

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